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ROUGH DRAFT

by T.M.H

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PT. 4 01:41
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I AM THE SNOWFLAKE 04:09
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Starbucks Cups Ford Pickup Trucks Nike Shoes Holiday Tunes Coffee Makers Homophobic Bakers Black Lives Matter While saying Feminism Is Cancer Brainless, yet you ask for wide words Trying to sound smart against every single slur Acting like you’re powerful, fighting for peace But you use my teachings to get off your knees Am I the snowflake, or are you? For every one thing I'm triggered by, you have to be too Just because we share opinions Doesn’t mean we need to share the same reaction Am I the snowflake, or are you? For every one thing I'm triggered by, you have to be too Just because we share opinions Doesn’t mean we need to share the same reaction You feel so unique, you don’t feel alone But you’re so dense to not know you’re a clone You think you know exactly what the people want But you’re not a leader, not even one who’d stand up front Am I the snowflake, or are you? For every one thing I'm triggered by, you have two Just because we share opinions Doesn’t mean we need to share the same reaction Am I the snowflake, or are you? For every one thing I'm triggered by, you have two Just because we share opinions Doesn’t mean we need to share the same reaction Just because we share opinions Doesn’t mean we need to share the same reaction
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SLAVE 03:56
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I turned down my freedom to do everything for you The pleasure you receive, it’s all I can offer you My life is isolated, walls with no windows As you feel full, I feel so hollow I’m too afraid to see my results I’m coping with fear, avoiding your insults You truly have the power when I am so in love I’m a slave… the one who will not complain I gave you my free will, so you don’t have to be in so much pain I wish I could stop trying But you’re the one I don’t want to see crying You took advantage, now I’m slowly but surely accepting The fact that I will never see the day I will gain your trust, I could carry you away Into a better life, where we both feel loved in every way… but… Fuck you! I’m a slave to you my love! I’ve tried! But I’m a slave to you my love! I’m nothing but a slave to you my love! You smile when I’m a slave to you my love! I’m a slave… the one who will not complain I gave you my free will, so you don’t have to be in so much pain I turned down my freedom to do everything for you The pleasure you receive, it’s all I can offer you My life is isolated, walls with no windows As you feel full, I feel so hollow Fuck you! I’m a slave to you my love! I’ve tried! But I’m a slave to you my love! I’m nothing but a slave to you my love! You smile when I’m a slave to you my love! Fuck you! I’m a slave to you my love! I’ve tried! But I’m a slave to you my love! I’m nothing but a slave to you my love! You smile when I’m a slave to you my love!
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CARDIAC ARREST (feat. Medicated Murder) 03:43
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Consequences continue to haunt My heart grows dull, love I cannot The more I feel, nothing dares to change My body quits, and my mind is rearranged Walk in my shoes… Then you’ll see I have nothing to lose I cannot rest I’m going into a cardiac arrest I took a shot in the chest and lost my breath I went into cardiac arrest immediately from what you told me It’s done and over with and I’m the piece of shit In all of this I'm losing my soul and turning into someone I don't know a body made of stone cold hearted Lifeless soul have you ever been told something so horrible Everything you know crumbles down from the inside out like the twin towers You lost the power to hold yourself up without your big brother But undercover their just like all the others My heart stopped My body dropped I’m looking for answers to questions nobody's asking My souls gone It’s moved on I’m going into cardiac arrest There is so much I’ve done wrong I care less about where I belong My soul exits, I’m dead and gone Please don’t cry, playing my fucking swan song This is the end of the line for me A flat line on the screen reassured me of that I’m a malfunction in this factory of mindless robots You can’t think on your own without losing what you called a home And if you get caught you're defective It's a never ending cycle meant to be broken it’s reckless Thinking words you’ve spoken haven't fallen onto deaf ears I’ve been slowly going into cardiac arrest for years And now time caught up with me I keep pacing myself But I still need help So I'll let T Hastings tell you the rest of the cardiac arrest FLAT LINE! Consequences continue to haunt My heart grows dull, love I cannot The more I feel, nothing dares to change My body quits, and my mind is rearranged Walk in my shoes… Then you’ll see I have nothing to lose I cannot rest I’m going into a cardiac arrest
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BATTERY (AA) 02:19
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IN YOUR EYES 05:17
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I’ve been by your side for far too long, and now it’s time I walk alone You disrespected me, with all of the lies I was fooled to see Sometimes I can’t sleep, cause I’m too busy with my insecurities I wish I’ve seen your ways, I wish I could’ve learned from what you’d say But now I‘ve learned that we were never meant to be Now I’ve seen the dark side of your personality I will not let you kill me with your terrible lies Cause I know that I’m forever imperfect in your eyes Where were you when I was giving up, you didn’t seem to care Remember the good old times, when we loved the things we shared I’ve wasted my time, trying to satisfy you And how could I be so damned, to let your approval affect what I do But now I‘ve learned that we were never meant to be Now I’ve seen the dark side of your personality I will not let you kill me with your terrible lies Cause I know that I’m forever imperfect in your eyes
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WATCHING EVERY STEP YOU MAKE 03:43
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I know you have the fear… Of being stalked, being watched, being hunted, then you disappear Afraid of getting hurt? Calm down, relax, I’ll make you numb before you go berzerk I am the monster in the flesh Your nightmare that can never rest You cannot sit and cry Oh you have to run if you don’t want to die Worst than an incest, than a virus Words can’t describe how dangerous Real or not, you’re fucking destroying yourself All alone, no help, your very own hell Sore throat, sweaty face, running everywhere You yell, scream, and crawl, but no one’s here You can’t think straight, there is too much going on Your heart beating fast through this phenomenon Have you ever had that thought that it’s your paranoia You mind fucking yourself with the thought of hysteria You’re so stupid, you don’t even know the true difference Between your nightmares and life decisions I am the monster in the flesh Your nightmare that can never rest You cannot sit and cry Oh you have to run if you don’t want to die Worst than an incest, than a virus Words can’t describe how dangerous Real or not, you’re fucking destroying yourself All alone, no help, your very own hell I can’t stop but wonder as I smile You breakdowns are entertaining, especially when they’re wild I’m not here for compassion, not giving you the answers I’m here to cause misery, make you a walking disaster
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WHAT COULD'VE BEEN (feat. Flowers For My Valentine) 03:33
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Every sentence was one I remember Every moment with you I’d cherish forever Wouldn’t tell you these words, I was too damn shy Didn’t think I was good enough to tell you that night You were a saint, someone with so much innocence I didn’t want to destroy that, with my thoughts of carelessness You work so hard, to achieve the best in life You deserve the best heaven there is in the afterlife I wish I could’ve asked you about the thought of being more than friends Wondering constantly, singing to the thought of what could’ve been I was too nervous to hear what you would say Though now I regret my choice every single day Worried that this feeling will never decay Worried that you were the one that got away I wish I could’ve asked you about the thought of being more than friends Wondering constantly, singing to the thought of what could’ve been
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PRISONER 03:11
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I’m hanging on the edge again Waiting for you to save me But you refuse to do a thing for me A bastard in disguise A victim who wonders why Would a god leave me to suffer and cry I’m, I am not a saint But I, I am a man in pain Oh you, you have all the control You, you damage my soul Take me by the hand again Torture me with your fire I faced the consequences Now I am wrapped in wires Oh please, oh god, no more How much can I take The world abandoned me And took away my grace I can’t believe in you You can punish me for all I care But at least I’m welcomed here Give me your touch, give me your hatred It will haunt me Please let me go I’m still not much to see
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MASSACRE 04:26
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'ROUGH DRAFT' truly does feel like a rough draft. My fourth studio album is my most experimental yet, combining elements of rock, electronica, & industrial. Making this album short, almost hitting 36 minutes, I made it that way so it doesn't overstay its welcome, & wanted to see how the results come out before I start making more. This album I also feel is my darkest yet, dealing with topics like isolation, mental health, & submission. Since November of 2019, I was working on two albums, both with very different sounds to each other, of course this album was the one I wanted to continue with & the other album was released as an EP back in March. I seriously hope this album was worth the experiment, because I truly do like how it came out.

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released April 10, 2020

All songs are produced, written, and performed by Trevor "T.M.H" Hastings
"I AM THE SNOWFLAKE" was co-written by River Atkinson
"CARDIAC ARREST" was co-written and performed by Brian Adams
"BATTERY (AA)" features samples from GHOSTMANE's "VEMON"
"IN YOUR EYES" features samples from Depeche Mode's "Heaven"
"WATCHING EVERY STEP YOU MAKE" features samples from Nine Inch Nails' "Ahead of Ourselves"

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T.M.H Colorado Springs, Colorado

T.M.H is an American musician, singer, producer, & songwriter. He is known for being a member of the electronic duo Techno Anthem. T.M.H has been making music since 2011, and since then, he'd explore genres like EDM, pop, ambient, & hip-hop.

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