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Chemicals

by T.M.H

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Wrong 04:43
Let’s go... Welcome back, welcome to temptation Wanna see you move cause that’s communication I wonder what happens when you evolve into your dream And I wonder if it’s visible to you as of me? The acceptation, with a connection Into together like this is your revolution Can’t stop, been here for so long You think I’m quitting? Well then you thought wrong! No monster, but still a mess Working hard no matter the fuckin stress At the end of day, I’ll be in your mind My voice, my words, music that’s so fine Why would I stop? I’m not even there yet You expect me to die and get caught in a net? With no will to escape? Damn, you thought you knew. Well you’ll be wrong when I reach my fucking break through Can’t stop, been here for so long You think I’m quitting? Well then you thought wrong! Can’t stop, been here for so long You think I’m quitting? Well then you thought wrong! Letting the past stay the past forever No matter the haunting, my mind is attracted to the treasure Love me or hate me, I know who I am Love me or hate me, I feel like more of the man Wait a sec, I feel the power Wait a sec, stronger each hour Oh shit, I can now devour Fuck yeah, lemme rain the meteor shower Can’t stop, been here for so long You think I’m quitting? Well then you thought wrong! Can’t stop, been here for so long You think I’m quitting? Well then you thought wrong!
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I didn’t mean to kill him, but I guess shit happens You see it every day, cause we both American Black or white or Hispanic, shit None of us are safe in this son of a bitch You got love? Ha, you ain’t gonna live If they shot you on the floor, will you still forgive? This ain’t no hood, but people are fighting Survive from the people who are still dominating You better be aware of who you’re trusting Cause once it all starts, you could meet your ending Why even try, you’re too easy of a target Best be ready son, and get your mind set Who’s the next victim, you or them? You don’t wanna die, you don’t wanna feel numb Get the bullets ready, get your knife swinging One step closer then we start the killing Gimme some crack, a little bit of heroine Cause I need something for the motivation Don’t try to hide because we’ll find you soon So you should pray before you meet your doom Wrong or right, we’ll still have fun Let’s just hope you don’t die by my gun I’m America’s nightmare, so I wish you good luck Now let me tell you, I don’t give a fuck It’s war my friends, so show no mercy We gotta be strong for our reality Cause we the best, so don’t try shit We the guys who worship violence I ain’t saying you got no hope But you can’t give up or runaway, nope You gotta fight to stay alive Cause what else are gonna do with your life? This is not a drill, it’s the main event Get cocked and ready or you meet the end This is not a drill, it’s the main event Get cocked and ready or you meet the end This is not a drill, it’s the main event Get cocked and ready or you meet the end Ain’t no one gonna kill this nigga No matter who you are, Imma pull the trigger
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I need it, gotta have it No one's, gonna take it Don’t push me, don’t tempt me Getting on my bad side is too damn easy I’m working my ass off to get what I need No matter the cost, no matter the speed If you, don’t believe me You think I’m lying, don’t try to convince me He loves making me look like a fool Like I’m the one you should be scared shit of in school Is it so evil to kidnap a child? Expose his secrets as I crack a smile? Is it so evil to show another place… Where wishes come true when you have a sad face? See! I’m not so terrible I wouldn’t kill or torture him, as long as he’s able To show me the truth, I‘m not crazy This bullshit isn’t just a fantasy It’s real life mother fuckers! I told you all! This isn’t me on drugs or alcohol Wanna see a wand? Wanna see a fairy? You say yes because you see I ain’t scary I’m not so psychotic, I’m not so insane This isn’t all inside of my brain Don’t treat like a loser, you fucking abuser You’re lucky that I’m not one hell of a murderer Even when I was a child you saw me as a idiot A retard, a dumbshit, someone so hideous
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The tales of this man isn’t old or new, but listen It’s an inspiring story, and one you share to a friend His destination was lost, oh lord was he desperate To find the world that used to be his, so restless He won’t stop, won’t quit, until he finds the promise land He’s been through all the struggles, using only his hands Traveled through hell and back, with wounds so fucked up But even with the bullet wounds he tries to stand up For freedom, for his life, and also the future He wants to feel and grab all three, the ones that he treasure Not one can stop him, not even the man in office And on this journey, his adventure, he kept his promise “One day, the world will be back to the way it was, Where no one is a target, and no need for outlaws.” And with that in mind, he takes his one chance To claim his victory so then the people can dance again
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We the people, the declaration says it Yet to this day, we still can't understand it As a whole nation that started so amazingly proud To watch the love and freedom all burn down to the ground The American revolution started hundreds of years ago And as the present day comes, it's shows the truth though That it never ended, nor did we get what we needed To stay united and strong, yeah look who's in office A racist and sexist Republican in that chair And half of this country is still panicking in fear We had no choice to trust you cause what else can we do We the people hate you, but it still doesn't affect you You fucking hypocrite, a man soon to be a tyrant What else do we need to do show the fact that we've fallen Elected by the people who aren't happy with the country The racists, the one who put the blood on the leaves The sexists, who the beat the women like they ain't human And then you see the innocent men getting blame for them The politics, the ones that spread the world with their lies I know I ain't the only one want them all to die I've been called a nigger, a rapist to this country By a girl I've never met, why does she hate me? We the people aren't perfect, none of us are But we are start of the world falling apart Falling apart, as a nation in vein Falling apart, with civilians having blood stains Falling apart, when our children are learning Falling apart, to murder the ones they’re hating Falling apart, as a nation in vein Falling apart, with civilians having blood stains Falling apart, while our children are learning Falling apart, to murder the ones they’re hating I can’t believe it, I'm shocked with confusion Is this why the founding fathers wanted this nation? Haven't we learn anything, back in the past Apparently not, when I still call you a jackass For murder, for what? Your opinion being right? You took away her son, now you watch her sob and cry I want to have a family, but tell me if I should Is America going to stay alive when my son is in manhood? We try, we really do, but he can't see the damages Playing his devilish game, with his group of savages Challenge accepted, let's see how long you last Until the assassin comes and kills your ass Me and my niggas were heading out, dark as it's night But one was so scared, to see a racist in sight We calmed him down, tell him that not everyone was racist Walked out, he got shot in the head, by a Klansman
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True Love 03:47
I love you in every single way I have words in my head, but their still hard to say I question how I got so lucky To finally have the one who actually loves me And care, and protect me throughout the hard times Without that, I’d be nothing but a frankenstein You saved me in ways that you wouldn’t even know You kept me high when I felt so low I remember everything we had Our first kiss, first hug, first smile and laugh To the present day, and I don’t regret a thing Every love song is about you when I sing I couldn’t stop talking about you, even if I try I just feel too special to be your one and only guy You are literally everything I need And the best part of us is what you give to me Too many stories to keep track of But all of them are the definition of true love I promise that everything I say is true Like when I say you’re beautiful, you knew That I meant it, and I will not stop saying it Because you’ll see the day you finally believe it You’re my dream girl who came to life You’re the true, light in the night So when you think of me, I hope you feel the same And everything you see will remind you of my name And the men who try will always fail So they’ll have to find an another female I know times can get hard But you’ll make it through and I‘ll be your bodyguard Whenever you need me, just call I can catch you anytime you fall Please stay strong throughout the pain I will be your umbrella whenever it rains Our love is too damn magical to die And I shed tears of joy the times I’d cry If the stars are eternal so are you and I Take my hand and we’ll fly into the sky Don’t stop now, cause we came this far Look at us, we are the eternal stars
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Hospital 03:02
I have thoughts that I wish would be laid to rest But they all come out of each hole I have in my head Like all the sex I get, and all I ever wanted But when I get it, the ending feels like a punishment Or when middle school happened, the first day Had pinecones thrown at me, dancing like MJ I was too much of a weirdo to tolerate I was too easy to make fun of and call gay Loving Sonic, but I wouldn't go to Rule 34 But shit, rumors would beat me down to the floor Listening to Hollywood Undead and felt cool But fell into the music more than public pool Making music than, they were right to say I sucked Had more misses than giving the number of fucks Freshman year, I was too much of a jackass Cause in my head I felt more like a badass Not knowing in the future I’d regret that year Thinking of me in the past is my biggest fear I had my first love, and first heartbreak Wasn't her fault, I was the one who took the bait Too much of a follower to be a leader Nowadays I still don't know how to be even better But hey, I know you guys still love me and don’t mind But to me, I still have questions in my mind What’d I be remembered for, you tell me Cause all I see is a guy who makes music for free And he can't stop thinking about how much is too much And he did the math, no answer, so it's time to hush I know I keep bitching about my legacy, I get it I’m still too young to understand and even try to find it I’m worried the future will be the same as the past And I’ll never be the person who’s not a outcast
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You feel like things won’t change, they will always stay the same But the truth is, you haven't seen everything, and you still wanna feel like a king And as you cry you don’t wanna try, but you still don’t wanna die So listen to voices that aren’t your own, and listen to the way it goes Time passes by, you wish you can go Cause you lost all hope, and you can’t find home You feel so awful, with the weight you can’t handle Repeating the same words, forgetting how much they all hurt Understandable, but you ain’t alone You can refuse to be on your own You’ll forget how to feel carefree Cause you need love, that’s the key We’re people, with feelings We deserve all is worth living Put your hands up real high Don’t let the opportunity pass by Have one second and take a breather Try to make your life a little bit easier Believe it or not, you have a purpose And whatever is broken, you can rebuild it Listen to the words from the ones you love Great things they say is what you're made of Life is a struggle, but not all bad Everyone can relate but they ain't all mad But just remember, you ain’t alone You can refuse to be on your own You’ll forget how to feel carefree Cause you need love, that’s the key We’re people, with feelings We deserve all is worth living Put your hands up real high Don’t let the opportunity pass by You will see the day that love and life is the greatest combination And nothing could ever truly break it, not even the devastation Keep smiling, keep running, in the end you’ll find your moment And you will be, in the crowd, being a part of the event
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Please god, I pray With these scars and bruises I pray for you to help me I pray for you to show me And I hope I’ll be alright But instead I just down these chemicals Please god, I pray We blame the other people But isn’t it true that you create us all equal With a war that started over you And all this hate in the world How can I believe and overlook When all you left us was a book Please god, I pray Are these just the chemicals mixed in my brain Please god, I pray Am I just mad or medically insane Please god, I pray Did these chemicals just eat mixed with society’s reign God if you're real, I have some confessions Shameful and nothing worth the creation I'm sorry for the lies, the lust, and all of the hurting I'll admit that it’s not just on the people who were friendly I've been hurting inside where I can't find a solution And life hasn't really been the companion I swear I'm trying to please and enjoy the ride But it's hard when you're mind is dipped in depression and suicide I should be thankful for so many things in my life Loving family and friends, and my girl who wants to be my wife And I'm glad I ain't no rapist or murderer But I'd be damned if I didn't say I'm so mediocre I act like I’m cool and all so amazing But I know I’m too scared and desperate for life and accepting Nothing bad, not too special, but you wanna know what I wanna be good for you God, did I make the cut? God if you're real, I'll take the second chance I promise you won't see me inside another ambulance I know I have to grow up, I need to mature And maybe I should convert back into a believer I need help, but not from a hospital I'm insecure, pressured, and so damn suicidal But what can I do, cause I don't wanna die Too many people believe and I don't wanna see cry I know I shouldn't live just from them, but for me as well But why do I feel so much of myself in hell I know you have the answers, but why can't you tell me I'd pray, look for signs but I feel like you fail me That's when I think that you really are real And being bi and not baptized would destroy the deal The deal to go to heaven, is it all in my brain? Or do you finally see LGBT as love and not insane I’m just a boy, trying to live With all of my love, and feelings to give And I should know, we all are the same And nothing should ever, divide us again I’m just a boy, trying to live With all of my love, and feelings to give And I should know, we all are the same And nothing should ever, divide us again Please god, I pray With these scars and bruises I pray for you to help me I pray for you to show me And I hope I’ll be alright But instead I just down these chemicals Please god, I pray We blame the other people But isn’t it true that you create us all equal I'm sorry if I'm emotional, just confused But why would I give you my life when I don't believe in you I look into the past, the history and I question Why did you let 9/11 and world war II happen? And cures for cancer and AIDS apparently get a pass? You have the answers, so you can’t wear a mask We humans are a mess, did you just abandon us? I mean I don’t blame you, but you’d lose love and trust Are you really there when people would pray in a church? And terrible ones, do they really get a curse? Why do the innocent always die young? While the devilish ones live longer, tell me that one. I’m so sorry, This isn’t all your fault You would expect us to be smart and evolve You shouldn’t be doing all the work when you made us We need to love more and cut the evil out of us I’m scared of being lied to about you and the after life About your existence and the bible being right It’s not you I have problem with, it’s the world No matter the love, we always have the wars I’m hated cause I’m black, love men, and I try to be great Yet the little things will always get hate God if you’re real, give us more love And I’ll try to change the world, myself, and everything of

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'Chemicals' is my second full length album. This is my first full on rap album, an album that combines rap music with electronica, house, and even industrial. A lot of topics on this album deal with personal struggles, world problems, and even inspired war stories. An EP I released 'Lukewarm Visions' was a teaser to the album, and what the album will be representing. I hope that everyone enjoys this album.

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released May 23, 2018

All songs are produced, written, and performed by Trevor 'T.M.H' Hastings
"Wrong" samples from Depeche Mode's "Wrong"
Vocals & lyrics on “Chemicals” by Sula Danielson

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T.M.H Colorado Springs, Colorado

T.M.H is an American musician, singer, producer, & songwriter. He is known for being a member of the electronic duo Techno Anthem. T.M.H has been making music since 2011, and since then, he'd explore genres like EDM, pop, ambient, & hip-hop.

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